"I think originally this was supposed to be a club for sikh culture but they all graduated last year so we have no culture to learn about and honestly, it's probably not great we're just here instead." So he guessed it may as well be something else and less problematic. Like the worry club. Or the conspiracy club, depending on the week.
He sighed and then shrugged his shoulders. "He's reactive but not awake. They want him to try and wake up soon. The sooner he wakes, the less damage long term. His mom won't stop crying, his dad is so anxious and Kurt is... Kurt. Trying to keep everything together." And obsessing over details.
"I guess when you have to, you grow." Sam frowned, thinking about it. "Damn. Maybe that's why Kurt shot up the way he did."
In a very literal way. "He's strong, Kurt. And he has you." That was pretty lucky, in the grand scheme of things. "I believe it, by the way. Not a conspiracy theory. Just what you said, that you and Kurt have a destiny. I mean, I don't know how much I believe in soulmates, but you two have that."
"I hope so. Though right now, obviously, I'm pausing on my pursuit. But I feel it. This connection. Like I should be with him and it's not fair that I'm not. You know? And I know, I know, hypocritical! I'm the asshole who ruined it, I cheated but it's just -- I feel it in my bones that it can get better. That it's endgame." And he had no idea if that was truth or delusion but it was just the feeling he had.
He slumped forward on the table and looked at Sam. "How do I convince him that I'm the one for him and I'll never, ever do anything bad again? Without overstepping."
"I've been cheated on and it sucks." Obviously. "But I kinda... I mean, I got it. Why it happened." Not that it hadn't still sucked. Quinn was a complex person, Sam wasn't sure whether he'd ever really understand her. "I mean, I don't think you'd ever do it again. I trust you! I don't know if Kurt does, though. Basically we've got to find a way to prove just how committed you are."
Sam considered that again, drawing a heart on the paper on front of him. "Mine sucked because I liked her more than she liked me. And she definitely liked him more than me. Double-whammy. I felt like such an idiot too. So that's negative emotions that we've got to erase. But Kurt knows that you love him. He has to know."
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He sighed and then shrugged his shoulders. "He's reactive but not awake. They want him to try and wake up soon. The sooner he wakes, the less damage long term. His mom won't stop crying, his dad is so anxious and Kurt is... Kurt. Trying to keep everything together." And obsessing over details.
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In a very literal way. "He's strong, Kurt. And he has you." That was pretty lucky, in the grand scheme of things. "I believe it, by the way. Not a conspiracy theory. Just what you said, that you and Kurt have a destiny. I mean, I don't know how much I believe in soulmates, but you two have that."
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He slumped forward on the table and looked at Sam. "How do I convince him that I'm the one for him and I'll never, ever do anything bad again? Without overstepping."
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Sam considered that again, drawing a heart on the paper on front of him. "Mine sucked because I liked her more than she liked me. And she definitely liked him more than me. Double-whammy. I felt like such an idiot too. So that's negative emotions that we've got to erase. But Kurt knows that you love him. He has to know."